Thursday, February 26, 2009

That Was Me...This Is Me...That Would Be Me...

If I recall my life 5 years ago, I was then 14 years old at that time. I can say that I have changed a lot. My looks changed, my responsibilities are much harder than before, my perception in life has changed, I felt different and my emotions are not that intense. When I was in second year high school, all I think of was satisfying myself of earthly things. I’m always happy and not taking things seriously. I don’t know, it’s just that I don’t mind problems at that time and that’s maybe because I’m so dependent to my parents and I’m so confident that I can survive obstacles knowing that I have a sister and a brother in both sides ready to lean a hand for me since I’m the youngest in the family. And if we were to talk about my physical appearance, there is such a big improvement I tell you. I was so chubby at that time, my hair was wavy and so thick, and I was dark and had a bad posture. I don’t have curves in my body, my breast is not that shaped and for me I’m not that attractive to look at. So loser I know. Well, that WAS me. As I have said, a big CHANGE happened in me and that change feels good inside and out. That change leads me to this reality that life is fair and beautiful to live in.

Now that I am 19 years of age, I can say that I am now a lady with pride and dignity. I am now mature enough to know right from wrong, more responsible and can handle things righteously. I am now in control of my temper and learn that living life to the fullest is not just eating the right food and getting physically fit but it’s living the life God wants us to live. A life full of joy, peace and love and a life free from anger and guilt. Being 19 is a challenge for me for this stage of my life is the most interesting yet complicated. Many changes happened during this teenage stage of mine especially in my physical appearance. My hair is now straightened and not that thick, I lose weight and become a mature like woman. My body is formed though it’s not that curved. And in this, I feel that I am looking better and healthier.

Conceptualizing my future 5 years from now, I would be 24 at that time, maybe I would be more focus to the things that surrounds me. I would be working in a good and decent job. Helping my family and making them happy and contented. I’ll be having my own place to live in not relying to my parents. I’ll be sustaining myself from all my needs and wants. I’ll also be building my own business and manage it myself since I took up a course that will be much helpful in running a business. And most importantly I will live life according to God’s Will.


Hi guyz!..I'm new here..bagong panganak lang po ako dito sah mundo nyo..By the way I'm Shalee Marie I'm from Cebu..I'm 19 years of age and will be leaving this teenage life this coming March. I am currently on third year college level taking up Bachelor of Science in Industrial Engineering. D ko masyado alam ang mga pasikot2x dito so please bear with me. Thank You..